5 feb

hello everyone....
eh.... yesterday training was alright.... hahaha i know im dying to myself....
in training... sone section i hate most was cardio.. i think is like that spelled...
today school started at 1... so i cant meet rommel and work out... :( sorry bro..
and i can believe my lesson end at 3!!!!! i might as well don go school...

anyway i guess i can shout out th rubbish here....
ok lets start with.... culinary skill

everyone thinks that im not interested in culinary skill..
yah.. i have to admint.. i really dont have any....
the reason why i joined this, its because its near my house and its seens to be an interesting course...
if people wanted to join but cant.. sorry and blame yourslf for not studying hard during your o or n level...i did study hard.. thats y.. its fate....

not long ago... with my teacher (jim too) we call him sir jim... he told me this.. what u want to do in future? is it a chef? workin in th industary? then i give it a thought.... and he said something very important and made me come to sences.. my father are reitring soon.... if my dad stops working? who goin to support the family?

so now.... even if i wants to stop and change a course... i am basiclly wasting my fucking time....
so now i just have to consisder this as a life time mistake that i had made in th past...
now i need to force myself to have interest in this industary of cooks...

hope god brings me good luck when im in that line....