dec 4

now was 1230am god damn it....
i dont know why!! i misses her alot alot... but she misses someone else... why am i so stupid?
damn fuck man...
i don know why... i cant get out of this darkness and see light...
why i fall for her so deeply and now i cant get out of it...
fucking shit.... i think i had became an owl...
wonder who will and has the power to bring me out of this darkness..
i even thinking of waiting for her. no matter how long it takes... damn stupid... ppl don even know or cares? sad to say or may not....
fucking hell..... cant sleep ah.... tml start sch alr...
y i will think of her when im alone? y Y WHY
fuck it.. sorry sorry this post may oftend someone.. i hope lesser ppl read the better..
i think i really will turn into a gay..