training!!!!! i cant even stand up already.... my legs!!! my dear legs... seens to be the strongest part of my body.. now u're the weakest..OMG

alright... today is sunday.... and i had been working in rama thai as last minute worker for 2 day sat and sun and im not a part timer...

today.. this morning wake up by gx and as early as 830?? hahaha bastard sia.. SUNDAY LEI!!!

haha... around 11 we went to gym and work out... jun jie and carhson came and join us... we tried to carry heavy weights... haha

after they came... from a workout changeed to playing... HAHAHA

had a lunch at the near by rehill market after trainin and head to safra and plaed pool... then go home... -.- rest not even 3 hrs.... work!!!

so tired!! byebye

next sat will be Valentine!!! yah..... i miss th last 2 years... had someone acompany me to celebrate.. but now... haiz..... who wants to celebrate with me? i guess no one...
everyday of my life are meaning less.... either go training or go home... dont take about schoolin... hhahah seein people that i dont wish to see.its really gonna kill me.. y cant i work with group 2? at least my group have DW. if not i sleep in th coffin maybe seens last year?
today went to school for P.E thats all.... slack awhile... head back home.... took a nap... i have realised that i almost everyday took a nap... hiaz.... regreted in the pass i did th wrong thing towards someone.... i regreted it big time... guess in future i would find someone as good as you... hiaz...

5 feb

hello everyone....
eh.... yesterday training was alright.... hahaha i know im dying to myself....
in training... sone section i hate most was cardio.. i think is like that spelled...
today school started at 1... so i cant meet rommel and work out... :( sorry bro..
and i can believe my lesson end at 3!!!!! i might as well don go school...

anyway i guess i can shout out th rubbish here....
ok lets start with.... culinary skill

everyone thinks that im not interested in culinary skill..
yah.. i have to admint.. i really dont have any....
the reason why i joined this, its because its near my house and its seens to be an interesting course...
if people wanted to join but cant.. sorry and blame yourslf for not studying hard during your o or n level...i did study hard.. thats y.. its fate....

not long ago... with my teacher (jim too) we call him sir jim... he told me this.. what u want to do in future? is it a chef? workin in th industary? then i give it a thought.... and he said something very important and made me come to sences.. my father are reitring soon.... if my dad stops working? who goin to support the family?

so now.... even if i wants to stop and change a course... i am basiclly wasting my fucking time....
so now i just have to consisder this as a life time mistake that i had made in th past...
now i need to force myself to have interest in this industary of cooks...

hope god brings me good luck when im in that line....

4 feb

omg omg... later i will be goin to trainin... sain.... ah lims training sia... i comfrim will die.. enjoy then pain boon peng
haha i did some stupid moves.... i justed viewed someone's friendster... damn it... she looks happy and enjoyed herself... hiaz.... fuck me!! told myself not to go that place more then thousand times.... and now... i feel so sad.... walao... i asked for it... HONG KAN!!!!

1 feb

hahaha
can someone help me with th blog skin???
i edited it myself... walao..... i wan to bloody thing to move.... to the center more.....

yesterday... hmmmm meet louis and si ming... intend to buy shoes.. for louis.. but didnt...
louis left.. after that we played pool.... went to town... played time crisis 4... twice.... both reached stage 2... walao...
kim peng came..... then we walk walk around like some ass holes? nothing much... but....
after kimpeng left around 10... si ming and i... went to lucky plaza and play pool again and my center pocket skill was great!!! right si ming? after that played time crisis 4 again... before we went home... WALAO... -.-...